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On The Other Hand...She's his, yet his heart belongs to another. She's devastated yet she dares to go forth and live with the knowledge that the other has the ability to sweep him off his precious feet and fly him into the burning desire of lust. The other is jealous of her for it's HER bed he prefers. He sleeps under the sheets of love. He, meanwhile, is torn between the two. Questioning his morals and himself.
Crave
Bittersweet love
So destructive
So orgasmic
Gripping every fiber of my being
Escape is unattainable
Gasping for breath
As it drowns me with its clutches
Lavish in ecstasy
Boundless affliction
It's both the yes and no
Dominating my every move
Controlling thoughts
Composing this monster
I never thought I'd become
Flames blaze in my throat
As I scream for help
My addiction quiets the disturbance
Clutching my face
Singing in my ear
As a mother
Trying to comfort a whimpering child
Take me to the top
Of that mountain
Let me down like you always do
I'll climb back up
Dear fixation
I can't imagine life without you.
LibraryWhat happens
To the closed chapters
In your big book
Of life?

Are you allowed
To look back
And remember?

What if those
Memories
Horrific in some parts
Come back to haunt you?

And the happy
Captured moments
That you once
Held dear to your heart?

What if the supposed
Ended phases
Are repetitious in life?

Does that mean they're mistakes
That we haven't learned from

Or does it point
To the simple fact that
You SHOULDN'T let go?

Sloppy breaks
Lead to leaks
In the new parts
Of the story.

Clean.
Simple.
Unending.
Confusing.
Life.as.we.know.it.

Full of the inevitable "what if"'s

Memories
Forever pushing from
Th
ApologizeI'm sorry
For being useless
In your eyes
I'll be better I promise

I'm sorry
For continually failing
To obey you
Next time I'll listen

I'm sorry
For trying to
Run away
I'll stay put

I'm sorry
For standing up
For myself
You taught me my lesson

I'm sorry
You feel bad
About my bruised face
It's my own fault

I'm sorry
Making you be
This way
I wish I could help you

I'm sorry
I couldn't please you
Last night
You took it anyway

I'm sorry
I'm not perfect
But I try so hard to be
You deserve better than me
Inside The Toy Boxsick, twisted
child like game
you play
on my addled heart

pull me in
close
using petty words
shredded phrases
shining light
of dishonest hope

push me
away
my screams
fade to faint
whispers
never losing their woe

throw me
down
a broken toy
simplicity never caught
your eye
Brokenmy legs hit the road
and i've fallen
trapped
unable to escape
but would i if i could
doubtful
here is safe
and bright
no need to dander
looking for another stab
to my heart
or my back
the pain grows
along with the anger
confusion keeps me quiet
and fear keeps me
holding onto the faint
prayer that tomorrows
promises won't be broken
as i am

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Artist: Doug Billian
Photographer: Ernie Bustamante
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~leemingart Jun 30, 2012
wow cool
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Mood: Love ~Dimi-God Jun 26, 2012
Your Beautiful Baby :) MUAH!
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